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About My Coaching Style

My pillars of self relating

  1. Containers and States
  2. Past, present, future
  3. Meditative awareness skills
  4. Integration and disintegration

Containers

My philosophy of personal work

I focus on self relating. For all the moments we experience in life, our one enduring partner is ourselves. Having a positive, rewarding, encouraging and healthy relationship with yourself is a huge part of the journey of wellbeing and the journey to awesomeness.  Noticing we are always here with ourselves, means that we can start to keep track of our personal container of experience.

That personal container can be divided into Content (“what am I noticing about my life at this moment?”) and Context (“how do I feel about that?”).  While making this separation is helpful, the content and the context often get mixed up with each other.  The content feeling, and the related thoughts and behaviour, get mixed up with the context feelings, thoughts and behaviour.  

Have you ever had a grumpy day that you couldn’t seem to shed?  It feels like a bit of a funk, like today is a “grey day”.  It’s not just that one event or trigger makes me grumpy, it’s that once I am grumpy then everything I encounter afterwards will filter through my grumpy container experience.  Chances are that there is one or more parts of my content or context that I am not addressing, or maybe I don’t even know how to address.

Once I start to practice seeing my container, that becomes something I can work with.  Something I can improve, and something that I get to take away with me into the rest of my life.  As I build a happier self relating container, I have better state based experience of life, even if I’m having a bad day.

The amazing thing about self relating is that the better I get at contextual awareness, the more clarity I have around my content and what feels meaningful to me.  The better I get at practicing meaning, the more I get to have meaningful experiences. The more I get to make out of each and every day that I live.

Is self focus selfish?

This self focused exploration benefits other people too. We can’t help it. It’s impossible to live a life without bumping into other people! Other people who are also on a self relating journey, other people who are constantly showing us, “this is how I relate to myself” and asking, “how do you relate to yourself?” Do you let yourself be free? Or do you discipline yourself? Are you kind to yourself? Or are you mean to yourself?

Leadership is about demonstrating to other people the awesome ways to have a self relationship.  

  • Are you a champion for yourself and others?
  • Are you listening to your inner children when they speak up?
  • Do you trust your distracted self to bring your attention to what is important?
  • Do you feel comfortable stepping into the spotlight?  And comfortable to advocate for other people to take centre stage without feeling like they stepped on your?
  • Are you self driven, while not feeling over burdened?

These kinds of self relationships are the ones that show other people how to also be strong and self supported themselves.  

Working from the Theory of Transactional Analysis

Eric Berne created a psychological way of looking at the way we relate to ourselves and others. He proposed that each person has 3 ways of operating, the “parent”, the “child”, and the “adult”. Sometimes we end up feeling our child leading our interaction, this can invite other people to join us with their child in a good way, but sometimes also in a bad way. Leading with our child can invite other people to lead with their “parent” instead of being mature, and let us be free like children, they may try to regulate us towards or away from certain behaviour. Eric Berne presented the vision of having adult-adult relationships all the time. Since the publishing of his work in the 60s, the work of transactional analysis has developed even further. The vision is now that we have free flowing access to all 3 of the primary modes of operating, and that with our healthy leadership capacity, we can invite other people to feel safe to also operate in all modes of their expression.

Past, present and future

The Self Over Time

Without training, our experience in the present can dart around to the past or the future. I can be washing the dishes and suddenly have a vision of being commended for my amazing dishwashing. Or I can be going on a walk and remember meeting my neighbours dog at this very spot. My experience through life is not a linear journey. It often does these jumps forward or backwards. Clarifying my life and getting aligned with myself included reflecting on these jumps of memory or imagination, backwards or forwards in time. Having done a lot of my reflecting, now I can work to straighten out other people’s mental experiences.

When I reflect on my memories, I get to know my past self better. Including his motivations, fears, intentions and passions. This leads me to feel more stable, grounded, predictable (to myself), and confident in my present self and confident in the skills and abilities of my future self.

We have a faculty in our mind called episodic memory. We can remember an “episode” of experience. Popular media can often depict this as a flashback. Sometimes people have fully vivid memories and other times they are brief reminders of a previous time. If you look at your episodic memories, many of the experiences will have had a mixture of good and bad.  Examining memories can help us to pull apart these good and bad moments.  This becomes a process of disintegration.  When we can isolate the elements of our experiences, that allows us to get clear on what went well and what specifically we wish could have gone differently.  This allows us to better understand what matters to us and helps us to plan for meaning making of the future.  When we put those memories back together in an integration process, we can be clear-headed with where we want to orient our time, energy and potential in the future.

Using the wisdom of my past, I want to know myself by the positive and the negative of my experience and my effect on the experience of others. Then I want to work with that reflection to have more of a good impact and less of a bad impact. My wish is to make the world a better place for myself and others.

Working with pure awareness

Have you ever noticed what your first person experience is like? It’s probably confusing, disjointed and filled with distraction. Between memories, the pull from sensory distraction, aches and pains, impulses and more. Just following ourselves around would be exhausting!

As we grow up, our minds are naturally organised by our experience to juggle the part of our awareness that we focus on. This makes our mind full of change and leads to a busy life.  That is until we try to stick to any one task and we learn how hard it is to do something as simple as attend to the breath in meditation, or show up on time to meet a friend when we promised that we would. It’s not that a failure to show up deserves punishment, it’s that a failure to show up in a consistent way is clues to a whole variety of causes and strategies for survival that are built up over a lifetime. Many of these survival strategies are compensating for each other in exhausting ways. By working with awareness, we can start to see these strategies and how they helped us survive in the past as well as ways that we can help these habits release, and give us back our energy.

One way of working with awareness is to sit and do nothing.  As we do, we can notice the way the mind habitually turns to certain topics or relates to the world in a certain way.  For example if I suddenly start remembering all the things I need to do, it seems that I’ve trained my mind to not be comfortable sitting still.  Ideally our awareness should be free to do whatever it feels is right, and it should alert us to anything important while enabling us to focus when we need to.  By sitting with our awareness, we can notice the bad habits we have picked up and start working with them, so that when we do let our awareness go free, it organises in a way to make our lives filled with states of joy, wonder, happiness, meaning and play.

How does coaching work?

I coach over zoom.  We sit together and see what’s coming up for you today.  That can involve you bringing a current struggle to a session, a past memory that is bothering you, or sometimes we will uncover an experience to work with as we explore how you are feeling moment to moment by being present to yourself.

Some of the modalities I use are:

  • Internal Family System Therapy
  • Non Violent Communication
  • Systems Thinking
  • Schema Therapy
  • Focusing
  • Shadow work
  • Coherence Therapy
  • Core Transformation
  • Meditation (Awareness, Embodied, Jhana, Circling and more)
  • Immunity to Change

Book a session on my calendar now to try it out for free.